Sunday, August 2, 2009

your face that i want to erase

its been almost 3 years since i last log in, in this blogspot thingy here.. i almost forgot my user name and password here but since google provide me the information, i had log in my account here.. now what am i thinking of, i want to erase someone who have been with me in the last 3 years, remember my last blog in 2007??damn that was like a history already, that gurl lasted for almost 3 years and now i want to erase her totally in my mind and in my heart.. so damn emo!! haha, still even though i am one of the emo's in the world.. anyway i want to start it out!!

3 years later after all the friendship, the relationship, the smiles, the heartaches, the laughters, the intimate moments and the love we had, i will need to erase all of the GOOD AND GREAT moments we had together to be able to completely moved on!!! =) accdg to my favorite movie, ONE MORE CHANCE, derek ramsey said.. sometimes its better for two people to break up, so they can grow up.. thats my favorite line, and that line really strikes me off my arse, i want to grow up so i can learn my mistakes from the past and move on to the future!!=) from now on, i will make myself busy and completely disconnected from her!! even thats not so possible!!,, i want to grow and to make decisions that i will never regret in the end, i want to choose what i want and not i need, i want to be who i really am and not who they want to be me.. :)

this day, no more of her, no more of me and her.. from now on, its always been me..=p

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