saddest part of being friends

yesterday was a rainy, cloudy and sunny day, it was tuesday wherein we have no classes on NCM, instead of going home we decided to play bowling at araneta ave @ playdium if im not mistaken BUT the playdium was close so we decided to go at gateway.. ofcourse it was a very fun day where we spend time eating, playing at timezone and walking trip.. i thought everything was okay not until today, wednesday where i texted her if i can court her (i didnt waste any time because she's saying that all she want is friendship), what she said was, i had a chance before but now all she want was friendship, ofcourse i fight for what my heart is telling me all about.. that i love her and i will forever love her, i had just experienced the feeling of being rejected which was the saddest part of being friends..=( i dont know what to do today, i dont know if i will still continue what i've started or just ignore the part and return from being strangers again :(.. i just hope God will provide me the right decisions to be made and i just hope that God will guide me in every step i will make.. Now I said to her that I will wait for her, and i know that taking into a relationship will take more than what you have and I also know that rejection and acceptance is a part of taking into a relation.. Im taking the risk of being rejected even if it hurts a lot!! its ok with me as long I proved to her how much SHE MEANS TO MY LIFE AND I ALSO WANT TO SAY FACE TO FACE THAT I COULD'NT EVEN FORGIVE MYSELF IF I LET THIS OPPURTUNITY BE TAKEN OFF ME.. PLEASE HELP ME GOD!!